Lately.

I think this post is well over due.

Community college is almost over. 188 days to go! I am currently sitting at 4 B's and 1 A in my classes. My goal is to have 3 A's and 2 B's by the end of the semester which is December 8th. After I'm done with school in May, I plan on attending my local university for two years once I am done at my current community college. Did I mention my college just started the whole "Dean's List" thing? It came about in the summer and I was on it for my 3.5 GPA for the semester. Slowly, but surely, I am bringing up my GPA. I began at a 3.3 and failed all my classes bringing me down to a 2.7. Over the summer, I brought it up to a 2.9 and if I finish my classes with 3 A's and 2 B's then I'll be at a 3.0.

Work is not going so good. I quit the job I started here and now I'm at a clothing store as a cashier. I haven't started yet and I also have an interview at one of my previous jobs (the zoo) doing a different line of work. I didn't like the jewelry store. Some things people are good at and others, well, they aren't. I wasn't good at recommending pashmina scarves or helping people choose jewelry. They didn't even want me around a cash register. They had a proper way of how you speak to the customers when they walk in or at the register. It was just too much for a mall job. I'm not lazy but office jobs fit me more. That's exactly what I'll be doing at the zoo. 3 job shawty? Not at all. The clothing store and the zoo are both seasonal. My student worker job is part-time and pernanment. I actually need something else that's part-time and pernanment for when I graduate in May.

Dating hasn't been on my mind. My best friend recently had a baby by the girl he got with after me. Our relationship has become non-existent. My friends have been giving my number out to boys they think I might find cute but I'm over it. God will send someone when its time for me to be in a relationship but for now I think I'm good being single. Although Facebook is bringing up old statuses of my breakup from 3 years ago and reminding me of the pain I had from my ex ugh.

Health is good. At least I think. I'm not too sure if my death scare counts as unhealthy or not. But my mental health is great. I haven't been depressed in months.

Friends are treating me like they lost me. We realized that we're taking each other for granted and haven't really hung out at all these past few months so almost losing me was very scary. I'm glad I'm still here because I need to be there for them. I can't do that in spirit.

♥

Reisha 

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