Lately.

I came to give it to youuuuu!

College is crazy. For one moment two weeks ago, I was at a 4.0 grade point average in all 6 of my classes. Because I decided to take a one day vacation, it is now at a B average. This semester is going by like a breeze. I almost forgot this post needed to be written for posting because I've been so busy with school. My goal is to graduate December 11, 2015 & nothing will stand in my way of this goal. I want my degree more than I have the need to breathe (but of course I'm still breathing). For the mean time, my only concern is how many classes to take for the Spring semester. Should I take 18 credit hours (6 classes + 1 lab = 7 total) or 15 credit hours (5 classes + 1 lab = 6 total). The problem is if I decide not to take the 3 credit hour Statistics course, I'll have to take it in the summer along with a pathophysiology, office stimulation and psychology class. Doesn't that sound like a lot to do? I'm just trying to cut down on hard classes that need to be taken before my last semester. During my last semester, all I really want to worry about is my clinical classes. Nothing more and nothing less. Since my 'mid semester break,' I've been a lot more relaxed. I took a trip to Kalahari Wednesday and cleared my mind of all my problems. I really needed that. Now I'm back and ready to get these A's!

Work is blah. I'm so over my current job (working at my school). There's no excitement. All I do is sit on my behind and do homework. There's barely any customers and I'm so awkward I can't talk to my coworkers most of the time. I don't know. I'm just ready to be in a career with more money so I can do the things I dream about doing. Besides the fact, I reaaaaally need my license. I'm tired of taking public transportation to different places. I am so ready for my own. Maybe that would make work more worthwhile. But for now, I'll be at work this week during the two days that the college is closed to students because my supervisor insists we'll have customers (although we won't).

I've been thinking of dating a lot lately. I want to be in love. I'm probably too young for love but I'm ready to be deeply in love with someone who feels the exact same way about me. But while at Kalahari I realized, I'm missing a lot of opportunities for love because I'm too afraid to flirt or approach a guy. I be so lost for words. I don't know what it is. But I'm 100% positive I could have been close to love in any of the guys I have had a semi crush on if I had approached them.. I fear rejection. I'm sure that's it. & no matter how much I Google how to get over it, I am unsuccessful. I'm not sure what I'm going to do about this.

Health is pretty okay. I sleep too much and when I sleep, I don't feel like I'm sleeping. I'm awake but my body is sleeping. Its weird. It may be a side effect of my new medication but I'm not sure.

Friends. How many of us have them? Friends. One's you can depend on. I don't know. I don't really talk to my friends as much... I mean we speak but not about anything of any relevance.. I feel like we're all fading apart and I hate it.. But right now, I can't do anything about it. I don't drive so I can't see them as much as I'd like.

Thought I'd be late with this post, but I didnt!

Enjoy your Sunday :D

Also check out my current favorite post by my soul sister Kendel (HERE)

♥

Reisha 

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