Lately.

It's been two dark months since I lasted posted a Lately post. Don't hate me but things happen. Time slips away and I've been up non-stop for the last two months. I can't sleep. Its apart of my depression but this is a story you will get when you read about my health. So let's jump into my first March Lately post ;D

College is stressful. I gave up on Anatomy pt 2. It was super hard and there was really no one to help me with it and I was afraid of failing. Still, I did the best I could until I could drop the class. Anyway, I have to retake Anatomy pt.2 this summer and work two jobs while doing it. I have no idea how I am going to do this but it has to be done. I'm just scared that I'm going to fail the class and have to work even harder to graduate in May 2016. Yes, I should have continued with the class this semester but I think its for the best that I didn't. I have doctor appointments for my mental illness way too often to be able to sit in class. I'm hoping this and my medicine are taken care of before I start classes in the Fall. Those classes require me to sit in and not miss any days for any reason. Currently I am taking all 3 online classes that include pathophysiology, pharmacology and statistics. Currently I have two A's and a low B in my classes. Aside from that I was accepted into the honors program but I think I'm going to pull myself out of it. Its too much work and extra classes needed in order to graduate with the honors. I'd rather graduate with a 3.5 and celebrate that!

I'm so over my job. Work sucks so much. I cannot wait to get back to the zoo where the real fun is. I miss that job so much. I don't know how I'm going to work 2 jobs and go to school in the summer. Its going to be so hard for me. I'm also looking for a new job. The zoo has part-time positions opened. Hopefully they pay more than minimum wage because I'm all down for it. I also applied to a few banks and got a call back the next day! I'm excited about it. I really need a new job that pays more than minimum wage.

Dating hasn't crossed my mind. My best friend Vince wants to take our friendship to the next level but I don't want to. At one point of time I wanted him so badly but he didn't want me. That's not my problem now that we're older. SO he's mad at me and ignoring me because I don't want to be with him. Womp.

Health is deteriorating especially my mental health. I don't feel myself getting any better. My medicine hasn't really been working and it annoys me. Constantly going to the doctor to see nurses and get my medicines up'd is what bothers me. I'm tired but I'll continue to fight through this. I have no choice. I refuse to let it beat me.

Friends are awesome and supportive. Since being scammed, they have really stepped up and consoled me every moment that I have felt alone. Oh and my best friend Nay is currently pregnant with a little girl. She's going to be beautiful. I'm very excited for her and her new little family.

♥

Reisha 

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