Well, I am no longer graduating in December of 2015. I feel like a failure but this is for the best. I had to drop my clinical classes because I had no way to get to and from my 8:30 class. The people who promised to be there for me, aren't. But I should have known better than to trust anyone with my well-being. So I'm taking the semester off from my clinical classes but I am still attending school to take the classes that lead up to my degree.
I feel like a failure because I could be graduating from a 4 year program in 2016 like most of my high school classmates. But instead I'm graduating with a 2 year degree that took four years to receive. I just can't let that go. Maybe if I would've taken summer classes my 2 year degree would have been a 2 year degree. But I can't go back and change that. Oh well, let me think positive thoughts. My friends and "close family" seem to support my decision. They're rooting me on that either way I am graduating and that's all that matters. & they're right. Really I need time to get my mental illness(es) under control and get my focus back.
This is a minor setback for a MAJOR comeback.
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Reisha
I agree with the "I'm graduating and that's all that matters" statement that you made. That is the 100% truth. I should be graduating this year as well, but I chose to completely swap degrees and now I have 2.5 years to go! I'm going to be 23 by the time I graduate! Haha. Just look after yourself and the rest will come :)
ReplyDeleteI don't feel as guilty anymore. I guess it just takes time to get what you really want out of life. We'll graduate! We got this! Thanks doll face.
Deletelove that last line and yes it will be a major comeback. Focus on your goal and you'll get it!
ReplyDeleteThanks so much!!
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