The joy he's given me is more than incredible. When I look at pictures of us, I can't help but smile. I love him. I really do. People on the outside looking in believe its too soon for me to feel the way I do about him but they don't know all we've been through. We've known each other for two years. We've been dating (officially) for one month today. I'm so honored to be this man's girlfriend. Wait, did I just really say that? It surprises me every day how my feelings grow deeper and deeper for him. I could fall in love with him.
I love everything about him. The way he closes his eyes when he laughs when I do or say something corny. The way his light brown eyes brighten up when he's surprised or happy. How I cheer up immediately when he hugs me or I see his face. Or the fact he amazes me with his mindset. His intelligence is far beyond the ordinary 19 year old. I'm a sucka for a guy with a beautiful mind. Along with all this, there's never a dull moment with this guy. He's my Heaven on Earth. It still feels like a dream that he's mine. A fairy tale that's just beginning. It feels too
I don't mean to sound like I'm bragging because I'm not trying to. I'm writing this to express my happiness over the length of my relationship (so far). In past (kiddish) relationships, one month is the longest length any of them would last. After the relationship ended through lack of communication, I would never speak to those guys again. I've been single for 3 years so I'm pretty thrilled to have the opportunity to fall in love. I'm elated to be falling for someone I've always had a crush on. He's everything and more I could have asked for. I feel so weird writing this but its true. I'm praying by writing this I don't jinxed our relationship but I needed to get this off my chest. I love him...
Especially when he does things like this
Happy one month. I'm praying for many, many more!