I come here & I leave often. Never leaving a post or any sign of my existence.
Then I pop up out of nowhere with a post like POW! while eating a ham sandwich.
But hey... how's it going?
Winter break has officially bounced into effect as of yesterday. Meaning Fall semester is OUT OF HERE. I couldn't be any more excited! Especially since Beyonce dropped a SURPRISE SELF-TITLED VISUAL ALBUM OUT OF NOWHERE!!! Gosh, I love that woman. Oh & if you're asking, yes I am still 100% nervous about my math grade. I don't think I did so well on the exam. Anyway, last night around 1 a.m. it began to snow like crazy. As of right now, my city has a record of 7.2 inches of snow. We haven't had this much snow in one night since 1977. Unbelievable right? Aside from the snowy weather, my emotions have been planning a brain game. In my head, a brain game means juggling how I feel about certain people, things or aspects of my life. Its a bit complicated right now.
Thanks to the snow I have spent my whole day on my couch, thinking and plotting while clutching my laptop. I have been on this blog most of today because I needed to gather up ideas and get these words out of my head. For that reason, I have a story to tell. But first let me give you some background information. I am known to see a cute guy, text my friends about how cute he is and never attempt to speak to that guy. I am 100% guilty of it. Sometimes I remember their faces and well, other times, I don't. Remember that because it'll come into play later on in this story lol.
On January 16th of this year, my friend Kilah asked me to stay late after class with her so she could get help with her computer issues. Being the friend that I am, I stayed with her. During our walk around our college's rec center, we ran into a guy Kilah liked and his friend. I cannot remember Kilah's friend's name so I will just call him E. I will not tell you E's friend name so I will just call him D. Anyway, the four of us sat at a table and talked. Kilah had mentioned she was waiting for her friend to come by so he could install Microsoft Office onto her computer but she didn't know where he was. D offered to do it for her seeing as though he was a computer science major (sexy, right?). I thought D was cute from the start but I was still caught up on a guy I used to talk to in that present time so I wasn't thinking of messing with anyone else. However, I did text Kilah and a few other people about how cute I thought D was and they encouraged me to say something but I didn't. I later regretted not doing so and forgot his existence.
Fast forward to September 25 of this year when I realized D was in my friend requests on Facebook and accepted him. A friend had posted a screenshot of D's status earlier that week and I recognized D's profile picture from that screenshot and decided to accept. Seeing as though I was in a relationship at that time, I didn't like nor comment on people's activities. I wasn't really on Facebook because I was busy with my boyfriend during that time (eh). Skipping ahead, on November 14, I commented on D's status because it was involving something I was really interested in. Unfortunately, I didn't realize he was flirting with me so the conversation kinda died quick or so I thought. On December 7th, D messaged me and we talked every day all the way up until last night when he asked me to Skype him. I did. We talked and laughed on Skype for a total of 5 hours. I was nervous at first, thinking "this is a stranger. What are you doing?" But I became more comfortable when he told me he remembered the day he met me. He knew way more details about that day than I remembered. I was in total shock. Trying not to blush, I hid my face in my pillow and smiled. He remembered me. I kept thinking, "wow. He saw something he liked in me and he remembered me!" I've never had that happen to me before. It really surprised me.
In addition to talking to this great individual, my ex is bothered by the fact I am not waiting on his phone call. He's bothered by the idea of someone else having my attention. He did not take me seriously when I told him if he didn't get his shit together I would lose feelings for him. Oh well. He had his chance. Time for someone else to.
Thanks to the snow I have spent my whole day on my couch, thinking and plotting while clutching my laptop. I have been on this blog most of today because I needed to gather up ideas and get these words out of my head. For that reason, I have a story to tell. But first let me give you some background information. I am known to see a cute guy, text my friends about how cute he is and never attempt to speak to that guy. I am 100% guilty of it. Sometimes I remember their faces and well, other times, I don't. Remember that because it'll come into play later on in this story lol.
On January 16th of this year, my friend Kilah asked me to stay late after class with her so she could get help with her computer issues. Being the friend that I am, I stayed with her. During our walk around our college's rec center, we ran into a guy Kilah liked and his friend. I cannot remember Kilah's friend's name so I will just call him E. I will not tell you E's friend name so I will just call him D. Anyway, the four of us sat at a table and talked. Kilah had mentioned she was waiting for her friend to come by so he could install Microsoft Office onto her computer but she didn't know where he was. D offered to do it for her seeing as though he was a computer science major (sexy, right?). I thought D was cute from the start but I was still caught up on a guy I used to talk to in that present time so I wasn't thinking of messing with anyone else. However, I did text Kilah and a few other people about how cute I thought D was and they encouraged me to say something but I didn't. I later regretted not doing so and forgot his existence.
Fast forward to September 25 of this year when I realized D was in my friend requests on Facebook and accepted him. A friend had posted a screenshot of D's status earlier that week and I recognized D's profile picture from that screenshot and decided to accept. Seeing as though I was in a relationship at that time, I didn't like nor comment on people's activities. I wasn't really on Facebook because I was busy with my boyfriend during that time (eh). Skipping ahead, on November 14, I commented on D's status because it was involving something I was really interested in. Unfortunately, I didn't realize he was flirting with me so the conversation kinda died quick or so I thought. On December 7th, D messaged me and we talked every day all the way up until last night when he asked me to Skype him. I did. We talked and laughed on Skype for a total of 5 hours. I was nervous at first, thinking "this is a stranger. What are you doing?" But I became more comfortable when he told me he remembered the day he met me. He knew way more details about that day than I remembered. I was in total shock. Trying not to blush, I hid my face in my pillow and smiled. He remembered me. I kept thinking, "wow. He saw something he liked in me and he remembered me!" I've never had that happen to me before. It really surprised me.
In addition to talking to this great individual, my ex is bothered by the fact I am not waiting on his phone call. He's bothered by the idea of someone else having my attention. He did not take me seriously when I told him if he didn't get his shit together I would lose feelings for him. Oh well. He had his chance. Time for someone else to.